Catching up

Has it been two years? I swear it was too fast or did I lose sense of time? was it another dimension? Anyway, I will pick it up from here again. Several times I felt like writing about things that touched me(the wrong way too) but again, time!! After running after life, meeting expectations, being judged, running running (nopes, I didnt lose any weight either) I am beginning to realize that it is nothing. Just nothing. I;ve decided to stop and stare. I want to live. Strange life IT you. It is a monster! Tempts you with a a handsome pay cheque soon after you graduate (with a non-sense degree)and later completely sucks you up. I am almost into the hold of quick sand, in my last attempts to break free!